Going To Nights In Tucson
Tonight is my first nightshift in a very long time. I did a four night stretch up in Madison, but before that, I hadn't worked nights since being at the Y in Connecticut in early August. So, it's a little strange to be up at this point (0230).
It's also hard to believe that I have been at this hospital already a month. I've decided to call this hospital the Thorn, in honor of the mulitude of cactus that surrounds Tucson. In one sense, it seems like I've been here for a long time, at least in Tucson, because I was here for three weeks before I started working. On the other hand, the last month has flown by, and now there is only two months left on this contract.
Nights here are pretty dull, I'd have to say. There isn't a whole lot going on. That might be because it is a Sunday night, but really it's a little slow. I have a stable double, so I've just puttered between the two of them getting things done. That's a relief from my last shift, where I took care of a patient who'd been in this unit for months. He ended up coding on me, and ultimately didn't survive. I felt pretty lousy about that yesterday, because it seemed like there should have been warning signs that I could have picked up on and didn't. In fact, he looked bad all day, and we (as a team) were dealing with that, but in the end, I guess no one realized how quickly he was going south. I ended up leaving feeling like there was something that I could have done differently, and that made me feel pretty bad about the situation.
At any rate, it's a little bit of a relief to just have a dull double tonight. My first month here has been a little stressful for me. Mostly, I psyched myself out a little about working in a CT-ICU, which is a first for me. I had myself imagining that I would be taking fresh hearts, straight out of the OR. As it turns out, that hasn't been the case, I've actually been taking care of the kind of patients that I'm fairly accustomed to. But then I've also been taking some pretty difficult pairs, to prove to the crew here that I'm up for it. It's been fun, but a little stressful as well.
Anyhow, working nights is nice because it allows me to consider our next assignment. Jess and I put in our applications for our Washington state licenses, which turned out to be very expensive ($330 between the two of us). It'd be great to head up to Seattle come May. The issue is that the market for traveler jobs is very tight right now. There are some jobs posting, but they are posting only a couple of weeks before the start date, and they are being snapped up quickly. My hope is that if we have our licenses when the time comes to get an assignment, we will be in good positions to take any jobs that open up.
If that doesn't work out, it's quite possible that we could end up renewing here in Tucson. My manager has offered to extend my contract for another 13 weeks (and a staff job if I want it). I told her that we hadn't made up our minds yet, and it seems like the offer will be there for awhile. This hospital is in a complete hiring freeze, so they like having me around, and I was told that they'd make an exception to hire an experienced ICU nurse. Still, if we took an extension, we'd be here in Tucson well into the summer, which could be brutal. It wouldn't be my first choice, but we may take the offer if Jess can get an extension and there are no jobs opening up in Seattle. That, of course depends on whether Jess can get an extension in the hospital that she is working in, which is smaller and has a less dependable patient population, particularly in the summer here.
Actually, I'm calling tomorrow to a couple of big hospitals in the Seattle area to see if they are hiring seasonal staff. That may be our redemption, if the traveler routes are all dried up. We are going to try every tool in our bag on this assignment, because the economy isn't so friendly towards us these days. I've heard a lot of stories about travelers having difficulty finding positions. I hope that doesn't stay the trend for long.
Until next time, be safe.